Christmas Vacation

God has been teaching me so much since I have been here back home. I recently graduated from the Honor Academy on December 13th. I am home and it has been challenging! Having difficulty just reading my bible and just spending time with him. But the great thing about God is he will draw you back to him. Yesterday I woke up and was just feeling uneasy. So I put on some music and just listened to it. There was four different songs that came into my head, "Sweetly Broken", "Where I belong", "You Never Let Go", and "Came To My Rescue". I listened to those songs and as I did, I fell to my knees in the middle of the floor and just started crying! God just broke me right there. After about a half hour I got up and just felt like a huge burden was lifted. He just showed me his love, mercy, and grace during that time.
Another thing that he is showing me just to not worry and rely on him. It is so hard for me to do this. I want to know what to do, how to do it, and when to do it. God is closing doors and making it difficult for me to just do what I want, but as he is doing it he is teaching me so much just to rely on him and don't worry!